The Truth
I tell myself that I don’t miss you and about 85% the time I don’t, but it’s that 15% that really gets me. When I’m at school or with friends or not at home you are the last thing to cross my mind but when I get home you never leave it. It’s probably becuase I’m just bored and don’t have a good distraction.. or it’s becuase every it seams like on every road I have a memory on with you. I pass the corner that we first kissed on everyday, and everytime it crosses my mind. Everytime I walk past the cemetary your the one I wish I walking next to jus like on that cold night… The last time I saw you.. Everytime I see the meet locker I see wish we were standing right in front of it waiting for your friend to show up and you keep trying to kiss me, but I rejected you… which is now a big regret. Everytime I go on a walk outside I hope I’ll run into you down by the park just like the first time we ever met. I look down at the park everytime I pass it becuase I know thats where you would be if you were in town. Sometimes I look down at the sidewalk passing in front of my house and remember seeing you standing there waiting for me to come outside many nights over the summer. We never really did have a real relationship and looking back on it now I am not really sure of what you thought we were that whole time, but I know how I felt and I can’t remember the last time I liked someone that much. I miss waking up to good morning texts and getting texted at 6 o’clock everynight. Kind of a random time, I know, but thats just when it was. We ended without even saying it. One day you just quit texting me and I guess we just both know whatever we did have is now over. I hope someday our paths will cross again and being in such a small time I assume they will sooner then later, and when that happens I hope you miss me and I hope you decide to text me and I hope that is when I will be able to say enough is enough, delete the message, and forget about you completly.
